Post by jred477 on Jun 21, 2017 21:27:28 GMT
To AerysAegis:
I do not expect any kind of reprieve or leniency, nor do I expect my words and actions to be forgiven. I simply ask that you read what I want to say. I've had some bad experiences in my past with servers and their staff. Sometimes it was because of disagreements between us, or due to things I had said when I shouldn't have. It's been difficult for me to stick to one single RP server for more than a month at a time. This is because I join servers to find people I can make friends with, particularly RP servers.
When I first joined Minecraft about 4-6 years ago, I was totally confused about what to do. I must've searched that wiki a dozen times for the simplest of crafting recipes. I joined a couple of servers, learned the basics of Minecraft, then moved on to other servers to learn more advanced methods of doing things. After a few months, I ran across a server called RoG. It was the very first RP server I had ever joined, and I absolutely loved every minute of it. Me and the other players there got along great. It went on for about a year or two, and then the server went kaput after a few hackers got on and griefed the entire map, ruining our progress. I still think about that server every time I play Minecraft, and every RP server I have since joined has not really compared to it. To me, RoG was my first home away from home.
I've joined other servers, hundreds since then, and none of them really measured up. Every once in a while i'd come across a nice gem that really appealed to my tastes, but after awhile I got bored and moved on, or was banned for some unfortunate reason or another. pretty much the average Minecraft experience. The last RP server I was on was a little broken to me. Way too many restrictions, and far too many things locked by "Donation Only". I saw Caeda on pmc, and I decided to give it a go. It reminds me of RoG a bit, the delicate balance between the server and the players.
I really enjoyed my time on Caeda, and was happy about that fact that I could actually have the opportunity to help a server develop. But, as you noticed today, sometimes I don't think 100% of the time, and one of those unfortunate instances occurs and I get banned. What really sucks is the fact that , in general, people don't realize what mistake(s) they made until after they've made them. Case in point, my latest screw-up. I don't blame you for banning me, it was entirely my fault. I should've just shut up about that one stupid item and moved on. I should not have continued arguing with you in chat, or on Discord. I am a total idiot, and probably deserve to be put down for my stupidity. As you and the others said, it's just a game.
I expect no pardon from you, I fully deserve what I have received. But I ask sincerely that you let my time on Caeda continue. I want to be a part of the community, I want to get along with everyone and make some new friends, and I want to try and be friends with you too. I realize that you must be extremely pissed off, I know I would be in your position. You have a life and I do not (seriously I don't). You have responsibilities that i can only imagine. I had no right to place my personal issues into chat, taking your attention away from your personal life. I realize now that things like that should be kept out of the chat box. I apologize deeply for my idiocy, and my ill-considered statements. I deeply regret any offense I might have cause you to feel. If you want to keep my ban permanent, I won't argue, you have every right to mold your server into what you want it to be, and that includes taking out problem players like myself. But I promise that if you pardon me this one time, I will not rage about anything else on the server again. I will keep my problems away from you and the rest of the server community, and I will do my best to be the kind of player that you actually like having on the server.
I feel awful about what I did, and I promise I won't let it happen again.
I do not expect any kind of reprieve or leniency, nor do I expect my words and actions to be forgiven. I simply ask that you read what I want to say. I've had some bad experiences in my past with servers and their staff. Sometimes it was because of disagreements between us, or due to things I had said when I shouldn't have. It's been difficult for me to stick to one single RP server for more than a month at a time. This is because I join servers to find people I can make friends with, particularly RP servers.
When I first joined Minecraft about 4-6 years ago, I was totally confused about what to do. I must've searched that wiki a dozen times for the simplest of crafting recipes. I joined a couple of servers, learned the basics of Minecraft, then moved on to other servers to learn more advanced methods of doing things. After a few months, I ran across a server called RoG. It was the very first RP server I had ever joined, and I absolutely loved every minute of it. Me and the other players there got along great. It went on for about a year or two, and then the server went kaput after a few hackers got on and griefed the entire map, ruining our progress. I still think about that server every time I play Minecraft, and every RP server I have since joined has not really compared to it. To me, RoG was my first home away from home.
I've joined other servers, hundreds since then, and none of them really measured up. Every once in a while i'd come across a nice gem that really appealed to my tastes, but after awhile I got bored and moved on, or was banned for some unfortunate reason or another. pretty much the average Minecraft experience. The last RP server I was on was a little broken to me. Way too many restrictions, and far too many things locked by "Donation Only". I saw Caeda on pmc, and I decided to give it a go. It reminds me of RoG a bit, the delicate balance between the server and the players.
I really enjoyed my time on Caeda, and was happy about that fact that I could actually have the opportunity to help a server develop. But, as you noticed today, sometimes I don't think 100% of the time, and one of those unfortunate instances occurs and I get banned. What really sucks is the fact that , in general, people don't realize what mistake(s) they made until after they've made them. Case in point, my latest screw-up. I don't blame you for banning me, it was entirely my fault. I should've just shut up about that one stupid item and moved on. I should not have continued arguing with you in chat, or on Discord. I am a total idiot, and probably deserve to be put down for my stupidity. As you and the others said, it's just a game.
I expect no pardon from you, I fully deserve what I have received. But I ask sincerely that you let my time on Caeda continue. I want to be a part of the community, I want to get along with everyone and make some new friends, and I want to try and be friends with you too. I realize that you must be extremely pissed off, I know I would be in your position. You have a life and I do not (seriously I don't). You have responsibilities that i can only imagine. I had no right to place my personal issues into chat, taking your attention away from your personal life. I realize now that things like that should be kept out of the chat box. I apologize deeply for my idiocy, and my ill-considered statements. I deeply regret any offense I might have cause you to feel. If you want to keep my ban permanent, I won't argue, you have every right to mold your server into what you want it to be, and that includes taking out problem players like myself. But I promise that if you pardon me this one time, I will not rage about anything else on the server again. I will keep my problems away from you and the rest of the server community, and I will do my best to be the kind of player that you actually like having on the server.
I feel awful about what I did, and I promise I won't let it happen again.
